THE tower card
In 2017 everything burned down. EVERYTHING. I lost my 18 year old dog Buddy on Christmas Eve 2016 and my 16 year relationship ended just days after that. Happy 2017, right? Then I fell and hurt my back (again) and was in physical therapy for 6 months. Violins anyone? Bueller? Bueller?. Talk about a reason to hide and become lost again (it’s so much easier to hide). I’m ashamed to say, I did just that. I let my website go (and my finances too). I couldn’t think like normal person all of 2017. I hired every life coach and every six figure guru. I ordered every course just to tell me what to do. But still…IT ALL BURNT DOWN and I let it. I didn’t realize what level of grief I was in at the time. I thought, “this too shall pass”. But it didn’t pass. Not until March of this year, 2018, did I truly get back on my feet again (in every way). Not until I walked through the pain and the grief and REALLY felt it did I began to rebuild myself and I see who I actually was now. I will never be the same girl. But I give gratitude to who I used to be, to the life I had. And I give gratitude for the life I have now, especially since adopting my sweet rescue dog, Betty. She is the female counterpart to Buddy (the Emperor and the Empress!). She’s immediately became my familiar and watches over me now. Thank goodness. We walk outside again because of her and I’m back serving others by reading the Tarot and helping others grief the loss of their dog, cat, horse, bird…just loss. I now have more power behind me than I had before because a little border collie mix of a spirit guide is on my side (now on the other side). Something brought me back to life and it was not just me. Like the Wheel of Fortune, who knows what the future holds, but I do know I survived THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO ME. But there is beauty in the rebuilding and rising from the ashes. I know it sounds hokey, but it’s (raising my right hand in faith) true. I know who I am now. And there is SO much freedom in that. And so much love to go around again.
This video series is my own personal perspective of each card and as a Tarot reader, I see different things in the cards for each client. I'm only speaking for myself and these videos are intended to be positive and show my love of the Tarot (in under a minute). Enjoy!